A personal journey through HIS Revelation Pen
I entered the door, not knowing much at all
I was full of expectation and all I knew was this: I wanted to live a life of tasting, tasting oil from YOUR Pot
I saw the people fall and hatred soar
And all I wanted was to be a voice that reminds the nations that hope can be tasted
So I walked around, needing much direction
I saw YOUR Cloud of Glory rise and YOUR Incense fill my mind
And I wondered through many backdrops, through the desert and through the storm
I had questions of why I wasn’t like the crowd, why I wasn’t outwardly strong and why I seemed so fragile and dependant
And YOU said to ME, it’s because “I want to be YOUR Strength so celebrate because you are weak, it’s because I want to be the Voice within you so don’t fret if your lips are quiet, it’s because I want to keep you my child who is dependant on ME for their every step, their every breath”
And I said “but GOD, I feel vulnerable. I’m prey for the wicked’s mouth”
“Oh no child, YOU said, don’t you see. I don’t want you to stand up for yourself. I don’t want you to protect your heart. I don’t want you to climb mountains alone. You may feel like you’re stepping into a battle zone without a shield but I AM your shield. I want to be the one to protect you, to stand up for you, to surround you, to consume you, to feed you, to love you. I have painted your life to be a picture of what it looks like to be nothing by self but to find EVERYTHING in ME, to be a picture of what it looks like with ME as your Everything. I will not give you strength, I will be your strength. I will not give you food, I will be your food. Many times you have asked and questioned, I have no friends, I feel so unseen, I have no voice but Daughter, I AM your Friend and I have kept you for MYSELF, you may not be seen but I will be seen through you and MY love for you comes with a warning to those who feed on evil to not touch or harm you. I say, you are MINE.”
In awe, I felt HIS Breath fill my lungs. I felt HIS Presence linger through my veins. And I searched and I searched, and I found and I found. And my heart now knows HIM as its deepest treasure.
I want to taste of the Holy of Holies, thank my HIGH PRIEST for atoning for my sins. I want my life to be worship, my mind to be HIS Garden and my Heart to be HIS Dwelling Place. Let HIS Song consume me, let the waters rise up, let the oil fill my lamp and chest. HE is my HIDING PLACE. HE is the Wind that I wait upon. HE is the Rock that I call my home. By HIS Words, I am new. By HIS Stripes, I am healed. By HIM alone, I have life.
YESHUA, YESHUA, I love YOU!